I thought that this would happen naturally, as though your baby would wean from me, and be happy and healthy and she would know no different. And she doesn’t.
I thought that you would be here for it. I was so sure you would be.
I’ve fed Ella for 8 months, and I fold.
I love Josh.
And Ella. God, do I love her. She looks just like your dad. And Cade is your twin. Looking at them makes my heart ache and soar at the same time.